Being carefree

Why are so many people carefree while I’m on the other side of town?

Life is so unfair, and it always will be. Some people are blessed with a carefree life. I think I would stay in this status for the rest of my life. No matter how hard I try, nobody wants me in society. Why? Would they accept a loser like me? I don’t know anything in this world, and why bother living in it

Some of my friends dish me out. They left me hanging for nothing. I never go out of the house, I never stay late roaming the whole city, and I never party. I almost quit basketball, and the problems go on.

I remembered what my classmate said, “Why is the world so unfair?” When most guys hunt for beautiful girls. I, on the other hand, am focused on one thing: Computers and technology. I’m always preoccupied with how to live things the way they should be.

I always blog when I have time. Sometimes, I can’t focus on blogging because I have other things to do. I can’t focus on blogging because of micro-blogging sites like Twitter, Plurk, Identi.ca, and so forth. I can’t focus on blogging because of my studies.

I have ruined my timeline. I have ruined what is set for me this year.

I am a man with a few words. Kuripot mag-text. One question, one answer, and I don’t talk to strangers immediately. I always read my daily newspaper, and I’m always online.

Why live in a cruel, uncertain, and unfair world? Why live in a world where some people can’t live a simple, happy, and carefree life?

Because that’s how the world revolves. That’s what makes the world go around. That’s the challenge that each individual, particularly me, has to face bravely and not give up